19/09/2018


orang-orang ingin masuk ke surga
mengapa

16/09/2018


sudah lama sekali
sejak aku hapus
dari agamaku: judulnya

15/09/2018


Dorothy said nothing. Oz had not kept the promise he made her, but he had done his best, so she forgave him. As he said, he was a good man, even if he was a bad Wizard
The Wonderful Wizard of Oz

03/09/2018


tuhan tidak ada
di tempat ego bertakhta

28/08/2018


tak ada yang mau makan gatot
aku anggap rezekiku: alhamdulillah!

27/08/2018


...vedana and samjna are distinguished from the other skhandas inasmuch as they are mainly responsible for disputes among men...on account of their causing attachment to desire and wrong views. In fact, one becomes attached to wrong views because of one's erroneous or false notions. Again vedana is regarded as food while samjna makes it tasteful...
Chauduri: Analytical Study of the Abdhidharmakosa

24/08/2018


Never value anything as profitable to thyself which shall compel thee to break thy promise, to lose thy self-respect, to hate any man, to suspect, to curse, to act the hypocrite, to desire anything which needs walls and curtains...
Marcus Aurelius Antoninus
Meditations

23/08/2018


tuhan lukis pelangi
pakai air dan cahaya
bukan sabda

21/08/2018


minggu kemarin itu
minum teh poci dan beli
dua buah buku, kuwuk yang dibikin
                    kura-kura,
buddha yang dihitamkan dengan
semir sepatu - 25ribu dapat dua
   pasirpasir masih gratis
bintangbintang juga
aku tidak melihat kupu-kupu
adanya burung kacamata. dalam
                                              sangkar
                                              bambu
                aku ingin: dia bebas
doakah itu. meski tak ada
  kunangkunang